is life all that it seems?
or is there most to life than what im seeing?
will i get to graze the heaven on earth one day and sigh with content?
or will i continue to be numb and not feel like this is the end?
will i open my wounds and let the blood float?
or will i close them within and drown with no boat?
will i smile and say ‘i love you’ to him?
or will i wallow in my past and just leave a beloved kiss?
will i be able to see Aaliyah smile and look up towards me?
or will i be blind, unable to see my everlasting, golden dream?
when life is more and all that it seems,
will i even desire to live
or will i be in the ground underneath our feet?
originally written: 05/07/2020 6:00 am (edited)