I’m scared to flip the page,
to face my own feelings.
I’m scared of the intensity of my self inflicted pain.
I don’t know where to start.
It’s been 2 years.
I thought the pain would have disappeared by now.
but, all time did is prove to me how much I love him.
“our paths will always intervene”
I wish they do.
because my heart screams out for him.
I will always be selfish enough to
accept him unreservedly.
I wish I realized the first day we talked,
that he would be the one to move my heart
from hell to heaven.
I don’t know how to write about him.
He’s the one thing I don’t want to write about.
It hurts too much.
i will always love you and only you M.