Long Overdue

I’m scared to flip the page,

to face my own feelings.

I’m scared of the intensity of my self inflicted pain.

I don’t know where to start.

It’s been 2 years.

I thought the pain would have disappeared by now.

but, all time did is prove to me how much I love him.

“our paths will always intervene”

I wish they do.

because my heart screams out for him.

I will always be selfish enough to

accept him unreservedly.

I wish I realized the first day we talked,

that he would be the one to move my heart

from hell to heaven.

I don’t know how to write about him.

He’s the one thing I don’t want to write about.

It hurts too much.

I can’t.

i will always love you and only you M.

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