, he was.
Always a bump in the road.
Yet I always gave him a chance
to be one of my own again.
He took those chances and twisted them for his own.
How do I still love him after all this pain?
My mind is confused.
Heart and future shattered.
I guess what I never expected,
is that from all those who have hurt me along the years,
for him to hurt me the most.
How many more will I lose before I realize I’m better off alone.