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weird things, weird feelings.

wake up in sweats. bad dreams. something bad is going to happen.

i can feel it. nothings normal in my heart. i’m just trying to understand.

i want everyone to stay away. from me. doubting my ability to receive love.

rethinking all my words. over and over again. until i just decide not to say them.

i’m afraid of everyone. afraid of myself. afraid of circles.

not worthy of anyone. why worry someone else.

i need to go through this alone. i need to live, survive.

i’m just trying to understand. why i am this way.

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